I'm in a super foul mood today. ): Why do i always dream about my deepest fears? All these dreams are making me paranoid & unhappy. No matter how many times I'm being assured, i still feel insecure.What if the dream became true? What if all i've dreamt are things that will happen in the future? There're so many what ifs that i'm thinking now, so many things running through my mind. I'd rather have nightmares then have this kind of dreams. Dreams that seemed like reality, dreams that felt like reality. I really hate that feeling after waking up t this kind of dream. I know there might be some day that you might leave, but experiencing it in my dreams is a torture t me. I just want t be happy w you every minute every second. But the dream made me insecure, made me unhappy and worst of all made me scared. I'm not afraid of anything but afraid of losing you. )': I really dislike those dreams.